i.
nothing to be ashamed of, right?
idoubtthatidoubtthatidoubtthat.
i doubt that.
ii.
why on earth would i be proud of this?
iii.
why, in my mind, are there two different people
twitch back and forth every month
neither of them is me
do i not matter anymore?
iv.
i am not in control.
v.
nothing will stop you from pestering me
not until these lacerations disappear
because i was fool enough to make them in the first place
(and you are fool enough to not think about consequences)
vi.
where is the pocket dictionary when i need it?
i need a word to describe who i am.
vii.
(immiscible.)
viii.
there is no magic pill to make it go away
and if there is i’m not smart enough to take it.
–
written t31may2011.
just sputterings of brain-thought in between bursts of insanity.
–
idiography 